Can’t Be
My eyes are heavy,My mind is full.My body is numb,I’m feeling cold.I can’t believe it.This isn’t real.You can’t be deadI love you still. Continue reading Can’t Be
Tag: sad
I Do Not Love You
I will sayI do not love youuntil my mouth forgets your taste I will writeI do not love youuntil my fingers forgethow your hands feel, wrapped in mineand my poems no longerreek of sadness and desperation I will believeI do not love youuntil it becomes impossibleor until I beginto love someone new Continue reading I Do Not Love You
SCARED TODAY.
I’m scared today, my thinkings all sad!I’m missing my Mum, I need her so bad!I’m feeling all lonely, and butterflies inside!I’m feeling real sick, but so hard to cry.đđ Continue reading SCARED TODAY.
Have you seen me?
You mightâve seen me walking along the roadLong golden curls, headed for home Soft blue dress, with little orange flowersHopping in puddles from Aprilâs rain showers Or you mightâve seen my face plastered all over townMissing child posters âNOT BEEN FOUNDâ Amber alerts, sirens blareNo one really knew me, but suddenly they all care Maybe Iâm locked in a basement, or wrapped up in a … Continue reading Have you seen me?
Questions for society
Sadness follows me everywhere I go As my heart is broken by everyone I know This is how villains are born Surrounded everywhere, by thorns Surely there‘s more to be shown Surely life isn‘t meant to be spent alone The pain inside grows Yet I must not let it taint the snow I‘m a survivor I‘m an adaptor My clothes may be worn my mind … Continue reading Questions for society
My sadness
Pain conflicted. Gain restricted. Overdose. Plain predicted. flame addicted. Comatose. Kill a thought. here’s another. Take a Rose. Thoughts convulse. Caught no pulse. Should I take a pill? Todd you could! I will. Continue reading My sadness
Broken
Nothing mends a broken soulThe feeling of giving upand losing all goalsThe constant fear of f*ckingupand a heart with a gaping hole. Continue reading Broken
Hanging Tree (Suicide Fun)
I’m gonna hang on a treejumping free let’s have some fun I’m gonna get me a ropelay down my cloak let’s have some fun swing baby swinglet your body swingwhistling in the wind Continue reading Hanging Tree (Suicide Fun)
Depression
No direction No worth No purpose No goal It feels like I’m falling Through a bottomless hole Continue reading Depression
Unwanted Tears
These tearsWill leave.I know it.I made them..You just don’t-Don’t know why..They appearedIn the first place. Continue reading Unwanted Tears
Tell Me Your Secrets #Poetry
Tell me your secretsI might tell you a lieTalk to me slowlyI might tell you im fineInject me with poisonSo my brain feels numbMake me dumber and dumberTill my mind succumbs Continue reading Tell Me Your Secrets #Poetry
She was like Music #Poetry
She was like music,and I longed to dance. Her heart was the beat,and I begged for the chance. Her words were the vocals,and I was put in a trance. Her smile was the melody,and I fell in love at first glance. Continue reading She was like Music #Poetry
What Hurts The Most #Poetry
I didnât see youuntil you saw meand I didnât love youuntil you loved meand you didnât leave mebut I left youand you donât look heartbrokenbut i do. Continue reading What Hurts The Most #Poetry
Leave Me Leave You #Poetry
To my family i’m sorry for being distant it’s not that i don’t love you i do love you but it’s better off for me to be alone for us not to have a close bond so that when i die you won’t be filled with remorse so that you won’t be disappointed in me for leaving you for killing myself so let me leave … Continue reading Leave Me Leave You #Poetry
Loneliness #Poetry
A mere phantom of life Silent and miserable Waves as people walk by, Yells ‘I’m here, invisible!’ It doesn’t know they don’t see It doesn’t know they can’t hear It shouts till its voice is soar, Then finds solace in fear. Will they ever listen? Will they stop to understand? Will anyone look further Maybe even lend a hand? Continue reading Loneliness #Poetry
Burn Bright #Poetry
You made me feel like,the sun,with your sweet words,and loveorbiting around me. Then you left me to burn,And I realized it wasyour liestrapping me in. Continue reading Burn Bright #Poetry
If hearts could talk from within #Poetry
As pale as the sky to her skin, As painful as the eyes to sink within, If anything but her voice to be heard from him, Would it be any better if the hearts could talk from within? If presence is all that matters, and silence cannot be shattered, would it be any better if the hearts could talk from within? As hard as it … Continue reading If hearts could talk from within #Poetry
The Fog #Poetry
Its the days when you donât cry,But you donât smile either. Itâs the days when youâre quieter than usual,And people notice. Itâs the days when you arenât quite thinking about anything. But if someone asked you what was wrong,You wouldnât know where to start. Continue reading The Fog #Poetry
I wish I could stay #Poetry
I wish I could stay. I will disappear forever into the silent abyss. You can never find me ever The only thing left will be reminisces. my All the songs we sung together All the crazy nights you‘ll miss. How I embraced you had night terrors. when you How I gave you a gentle kiss. with pain and pleasure Of how life past It was … Continue reading I wish I could stay #Poetry
This is not a poem #Poetry
This is not a poemBut a questionThe answer to whichI do hope you have Why does my lover claim to love meBut still looks for every opportunityTo let me go? Is it that she loves me so muchBut doesn’t think she’s worthy of me Or she doesn’t love me enoughTo think I’m worthy of her? Continue reading This is not a poem #Poetry
Feelings #Poetry
I have a feeling in my heart That’s tearing me apart I have drastic feelings in my brain That no one, not even I can explain I have a hole in my soul That makes me feel unwhole I have thoughts messing with my mind That makes me terribly unkind I have this idea in my head That I fearfully dread I have horrible memories … Continue reading Feelings #Poetry
what’s it like #Poetry
what’s it like to be in love? to love someone and have them love you back? i give out all my love, and never recieve any back. what’s it like to have a shoulder to cry on? to have someone tell you that it’ll be okay? i cry every night, but I don’t tell anyone, because they’ll think just wave me away. what’s it like … Continue reading what’s it like #Poetry
Circles #Poetry
I keep on seeing circlesUnbreakble circlesSpinning and spinning Filled with my futureGoing around and aroundUnbreakable circles Waiting for nature to break themWaiting a little to longThere will be a time where i will breakThe unbreakableThis poem is based on the mundane everyday Continue reading Circles #Poetry
A Vow To Myself #Poetry
I asked for your blessing⌠instead you explained What I should be thinking to lessen your pain You told me if only Iâd say it this way My words could have meaning and influenceâsway But power and fortune are not what I sought If influence only gets brokered and bought So the blessing passed over your lecture now done A vow to myself âfrom you … Continue reading A Vow To Myself #Poetry
Karma is a bitch but again so are you #Poetry
Isn’t it madness Today Forgot tomorrow Love should be honest Love is a promise Not meant to be used Not meant to hurt another Seeing in your eyes forgotten Just a week ago Love is what I saw Where do you go To hide in your shame knowing it’s karma coming to eat your soul Better am , l sitting here hurt and angry … Continue reading Karma is a bitch but again so are you #Poetry
Illusionary #Poetry
What if beauty is just an illusion? What if those alluring flowersâ Are just made by our creative visions. What if literature doesn’t exist? What if prominent poetriesâ Are just emotional fantasy beasts. What if Elizabeth I, didn’t really live? What if they made herâ Just to mold an inspiration for us to believe. What if we really don’t have families? What if we just … Continue reading Illusionary #Poetry
My Mask
I put it on, everyday. I tried not to make mistakes. Even though itâs full of cracks, I still sit up and put on my act. And though no one ever wants to ask, I still get up. And put on My Mask. Š2018. VishalDutia. All Rights Reserved. Continue reading My Mask
Stress
It eats you away inside out It nibbles away at your pleasure it feasts away on your dreams It laughs at your issues It toys with your emotion It plays with your heart. Your hearts raises Your hand tremble Your stomach drops There is nothing you can do But pluck your hair out of your head Because the silent killer is here Waiting to take … Continue reading Stress
Pretender
Yes. You love me but you’re not inlove with me đŚ đŚ but I need also to pretend that I’m happy đ Š2018 VishalDutia. All Rights Reserved. Continue reading Pretender
Oxygen
My oxygen mask is isolation Save me from this desolation Oh so help me someone From the villain that is myself. Continue reading Oxygen
Worried And Feeling Low
Thinking about you till late night I think about you, and I worry I hope what i see is wrong I worry about you everyday I hope that you will be safe Worried and afraid in every way But not losing hope or faith I hope thing’s doesn’t go factually But I have a feeling, wish thatâs not true As now the tears in my … Continue reading Worried And Feeling Low
Inescapables
My mother once asked me, Why can’t you be normal, And I ask myself too, What is it to be normal? Born into a world purely bare, Breathing in a foreign air, My body reacts, Setting my life to disarray, Feeling alienated I deflect my mind away. Yet suddenly I’m home, Surrounded but alone. These are the inescapables, Bow your head and set the tables, … Continue reading Inescapables
Convincing Myself
i donât think iâll recover i want you to come and meet i need to stop making myself believe that youâll be at my front door with roses in hand saying and please marry me, this isnât a fucking bollywood movie. Continue reading Convincing Myself
My only salvation #Poetry #Video
Minute after minute, Time upon time… Past loses weigh on my mind, My only salvation is this pen on this line… Raised to be strong, To show not a fear… Bury the pain, Shed not a tear… The soul aches with the burden, My mind cries out for release… But my face remains stoic, The lips not a crease… My only salvation, This ink and … Continue reading My only salvation #Poetry #Video
Trust Issues
Every time someone Tells me that they Know what it feels like It frustrates me It feels like No one gets it No one really listens. You’re not like me You have no idea what I’m going through. Those times Hours, minutes That you put in; All that effort and energy Wasted for nothing. It just seems useless Worthless Like there’s no point In telling … Continue reading Trust Issues
How Much Can I Handle?
Life is cruel We just follow its rules Like its a game To get the most fame We do what life says But it rarely pays When we get rewards It gives consequences we cant afford Is life worth it Is it just an endless miserable pit What is life for Can I handle much more Continue reading How Much Can I Handle?
The Sad Truth #Poetry
What Should I ? #Poetry
What should I write? my condition, my confusion, my contusion. What should I hide? my tears, my failures, my deterioration. What should I fake? my smiles, my laughs, my fines. What should I celebrate? my never owned trust, my never happened success, my never lived life. What should I called? my ignorant pals, my inattentive menage, my inconsiderate folk. Continue reading What Should I ? #Poetry
Frustration Again #Musings
Mmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy đđđđđđđđ Missing Family Lucky Are Those Who Can Eat Stay Enjoy Get Loved It’s PainFull Being Away So Never Regret When You Are Together. I Made It Wrong Although I Am Not Don’t Know What?? Thoughts Are Not Stopping Missing My Mom Away From Everyone Wanna Be Close Love For All Can’t Compromise I Should Have Really?? I Don’t Know Thoughts Are Bc Fucking … Continue reading Frustration Again #Musings
Best Pain #Poetry
It’s a kick to the heartto write your nameover and over again and it picks me apartreverbs in my brainto have you inside of my heart but this might just bethe very best painever known to me if this isas bad as it getsi’ll take it on the chin. Š VishalDutia Continue reading Best Pain #Poetry
