A Vow To Myself #Poetry

I asked for your blessing… instead you explained What I should be thinking to lessen your pain You told me if only I’d say it this way My words could have meaning and influence—sway But power and fortune are not what I sought If influence only gets brokered and bought So the blessing passed over…

Karma is a bitch but again so are  you #Poetry

Isn’t it madness Today Forgot tomorrow Love should be honest Love is a promise Not meant to be used Not meant to hurt another Seeing in your eyes forgotten Just a week ago Love is what I saw Where do you go To hide in your shame knowing it’s karma coming to eat your soul…

Illusionary #Poetry

What if beauty is just an illusion? What if those alluring flowers— Are just made by our creative visions. What if literature doesn’t exist? What if prominent poetries— Are just emotional fantasy beasts. What if Elizabeth I, didn’t really live? What if they made her— Just to mold an inspiration for us to believe. What…

My Mask

I put it on, everyday. I tried not to make mistakes. Even though it’s full of cracks, I still sit up and put on my act. And though no one ever wants to ask, I still get up. And put on My Mask. ©2018. VishalDutia. All Rights Reserved.

Stress

It eats you away inside out It nibbles away at your pleasure it feasts away on your dreams It laughs at your issues It toys with your emotion It plays with your heart. Your hearts raises Your hand tremble Your stomach drops There is nothing you can do But pluck your hair out of your…

Pretender

Yes. You love me but you’re not inlove with me 😦 😦 but I need also to pretend that I’m happy 🙂 ©2018 VishalDutia. All Rights Reserved.

Oxygen

My oxygen mask is isolation Save me from this desolation Oh so help me someone From the villain that is myself.

Worried And Feeling Low

Thinking about you till late night I think about you, and I worry I hope what i see is wrong I worry about you everyday I hope that you will be safe Worried and afraid in every way But not losing hope or faith I hope thing’s doesn’t go factually But I have a feeling,…

Inescapables

My mother once asked me, Why can’t you be normal, And I ask myself too, What is it to be normal? Born into a world purely bare, Breathing in a foreign air, My body reacts, Setting my life to disarray, Feeling alienated I deflect my mind away. Yet suddenly I’m home, Surrounded but alone. These…

Convincing Myself

i don’t think i’ll recover i want you to come and meet i need to stop making myself believe that you’ll be at my front door with roses in hand saying and please marry me, this isn’t a fucking bollywood movie.

My only salvation #Poetry #Video

Minute after minute, Time upon time… Past loses weigh on my mind, My only salvation is this pen on this line… Raised to be strong, To show not a fear… Bury the pain, Shed not a tear… The soul aches with the burden, My mind cries out for release… But my face remains stoic, The…

Trust Issues

Every time someone Tells me that they Know what it feels like It frustrates me It feels like No one gets it No one really listens. You’re not like me You have no idea what I’m going through. Those times Hours, minutes That you put in; All that effort and energy Wasted for nothing. It…

How Much Can I Handle?

Life is cruel We just follow its rules Like its a game To get the most fame We do what life says But it rarely pays When we get rewards It gives consequences we cant afford Is life worth it Is it just an endless miserable pit What is life for Can I handle much…