Paint

Paint

I want to paint …
the saddest night
on a blank canvas
with the beautiful shades
of pain mixed with loneliness
adding a hint of unsaid words
finishing it by adding
a little drop of blue !!

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Random

Random

You’ve got a wound
in your heart –
tiny little cut
bleeding and splashing
onto the polished floor.

I wonder who you’re dying for
when you lived for none.

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Life

Life

Waiting has always been the longest journey, too mortifying to travel.

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Just Life

Just Life

She yelled.
I just cried.

She made us gin-tonic.
We drank.
We survived.

It isn’t a poem.
It is just life.

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EGO

EGO

Ego is attachment to a wrong image of myself.

My body , my name ,my family , my degree

Everything that was mine .

We called it’I ‘ ,and

We forget the real ‘I’ .

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Counting

Counting

It’s been four years
since we’ve talked
hugged
laughed
I think of you
now more than ever
and regret that I couldn’t before
suppose it was just too hard
but with each passing year
its harder to distract myself, ignore
I wonder how different life would be
if you were still here
I wonder what will happen
in another four

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Faith

Faith

Faith is in you whenever you look
At a dewdrop or a floating leaf
And know that they are because they have to be.
Even if you close your eyes and dream up things
The world will remain as it has always been
And the leaf will be carried by the waters of the river.

You have faith also when you hurt your foot
Against a sharp rock and you know
That rocks are here to hurt our feet.
See the long shadow that is cast by the tree?
We and the flowers throw shadows on the earth.
What has no shadow has no strength to live.

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Cheers 🥂

Cheers 🥂

Life is full of elevators
Take the stairs.

But what if stairs are not made of trust.

Fcuk off everything

Just sit and have some beer!

Cheers 🥂

© VishalDutia

Binge Cycle Only

Binge Cycle Only

My feelings have been bottled up for years
My mind is heavy with thoughts
Stretching back so far I have no memories,
Just feelings and moments

When I drink, they crowd around
And whisper the darkest things
I wonder if what they say is true

I eat and eat and eat
Till my stomach distends
And when I burp I feel the pressure
Feeling so full
Is the only thing that makes me feel…full

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Paranoia

Paranoia

Subjected to resurrected
Thoughts of rejection
Lingering in my mind
Like self deception

Creating problems that don’t exist
In a twist of frustration
I go into hibernation
Paranoia kicks in
My mind fucks off on vacation

In desperation I separate
Myself from civilization
A recluse
No dedication

Anxiety builds
Worried about
sharing my poetic creation
My train of thought has got off
at the wrong fucking Station

Imagination has run dry
But no blatant explanation
Why ?

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People are like books

People are like books

People are like books,  
There are many Chapters  
You can flick through  
Make you’re own judgement  
Create  a point of veiw  
We’re strangers in the early stages
Many stories  
Lay among the pages  
Shaping us…
Life.. love.. loss…
We can all make assumptions  
Think we know somebody  
Things are not always black and white  
Like the words we sometimes struggle to find
It takes time, trust
We need to read between the lines
Every chapter,, from cover to cover  
Form a connection  
Discover  
Because you may find a best seller….

Never judge a book by its cover…..

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Just Enough So

Just Enough So

If you can invite me
Wholeheartedly

Invite me to your thoughts
And with all my might
An aesthetic senses
Let me be
In my own way

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One wish

One wish

If I had one wish.

I’d ask for an infinite amount of wish.

With the ability to turn them off and on of course.

Mainly want infinite wishes for selfless reasons.

Because if I had unlimited wishes.

I’d wish for the following things.

1. World peace

I’m tired of living in a world full of hatred.

2. Unlimited amount of money

To donate 1 million annually to every charity in the world.

3. Worldwide freedom and acceptance 

With laws because without them everything would go to shit

Lastly, I’d wish for heaven to have visiting hours.

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The Flow Of Life

The Flow Of Life

Dancing in the eye of the storm,
We’re all trying to survive,
Soaring in the vast sky,
Flying along the flow of the wind.

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Destiny

Destiny

Everything has a beginning and an end…
We can’t tell if a beginning is the continuation of an end…
Or if an end is the result of more than one beginning…
Life is an intricated maze…
Having only one entrance and one exit…
A maze with so many events and outcomes…
Countless ends and beginnings…
That is impossible to describe…
Sometimes we just can’t understand life…
Maybe is all in the hands of destiny…
Destiny is just a knot connecting events and outcomes…
And interlacing all those ends and beginnings…

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Thank You

Thank You

There was a time where I would wake up thinking of you…
Counting the seconds until I would see you again…
I would breath thinking of you..
And would close my eyes at night hoping to dream of you…
I would melt just seeing your eyes…
And got transported to wonderland every time you kissed me…
That is how much I loved you…
I now still wake up thinking of you…
Not because I love you anymore…
But because I want you to be happy…
And because I want to wish you a good day…
Wherever you are…
Only time will tell if I ever fall in love again…
And I honestly can’t tell if you ever loved me…
But thanks to you I learned how to love…
And for that I want to say thank you…

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Motivational

Motivational

“We are responsible for our own actions and decisions.”

Further to add

We are responsible for our actions and decisions. Good or bad.

Sometimes bad turns out to be good. Good turns out to be bad. That’s life.

Accept it gracefully.

Learn to live with it.

Stop crying by saying everyone just used me. Because remember you allowed them too.

“The urge to blame is the fear of being blamed.” – Douglas Stone

Don’t let anyone control your life or dictate you what you have done or what you wanna do. What is right and what is wrong.

You are and only you should be the master of your life.

Even karma can’t help you, if you can’t help yourself.

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Losing you for the last time

Losing you for the last time

A year of this mental tug of war
Trying to be better than last time
To walk the line between demure and powerful
I tried to distract myself with the glitters of others
Yet still you’re always the light
But I feel it growing darker around me
Familiar and horrific.

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I am broken

I am broken

I am broken, it is left to be scattered,
The few feelings that are left to go,
There are few breaths that are yet to come,
Death asks every day standing at my head
Come brother, what is left to see now.

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Amongst the Trees

Amongst the Trees

I lie myself down upon the earth.
Her vibrations harmonize with mine.
Embracing the soil for I have been dirt.
Listen I do for the wisdom of trees.

Dear forest garden of my birth,
sing to me of unknown things sublime.
Share with me the secrets of your hurt.
Show me what the mind’s eye sees.

Sweet morning dew does quench my thirst,
as thoughts go far beyond this time.
Supple leaves with breezes flirt,
singing parables for the souls’ ease.

I’ve stripped my bark for what it’s worth,
feel the softness left behind.
Beneath your canopy I rest assured,
this cradle of life, it surely frees.

Speaking now I say this first.
I’m touching you within this rhyme.
A talisman left not disturbed,
for you to seek amongst the trees.

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Die for fuck’s sake!

Die for fuck’s sake!

I know not when I caught this affliction.
The scent of you, my only addiction.
Mesmerized by the flow,
tell me all that you know.
Bleeding your knowledge onto my knife.

I ask only for simple submission.
Sharing yourself, with your legs division.
You must never say no,
to the dark undertow.
As we’re fucking away your whole life.

Feel the orgasmic asphyxiation.
Say goodbye to the moral stagnation.
Hell is where we must go,
it’s the seed that we sow.
Cum with me to the valley of pain.

Can you feel my Satanic transmission?
Falling into the final decision.
I can taste your desire,
as we walk through the fire.
Cursing the souls of all who remain…

©VishalDutia

The battle rages on…

The battle rages on…

I was a gladiator in the catacombs,
from hence I’ve roamed,
making prey out of lesser men.

Having never really understood,
all the depleted good
was never coming back again.

It doesn’t seem to matter now,
between the why’s and how’s
stands a man with a broken heart.

Thrown into the dark I fell,
fought my way through hell,
where the weak are often torn apart.

Yes my touch is rough and hard,
battle bruised and scarred,
beneath the armor hides a frightened child.

Often desperate for a taste of love
while being pushed and shoved,
a simple smile will drive me wild.

I’ll chalk it up to destiny,
life took the best of me,
penance paid with flesh and bone.

Still I am an open book,
remember when you look,
some things are better left alone.

©VishalDutia

Cold Steel And A Heart Of Stone

Cold Steel And A Heart Of Stone

Shattered to pieces
I’m on the floor.

In the shadows lurks a
heart of stone, cold and
sharpe it cuts me deep.

Now I am all alone
with my heart of glass,
fragile and bruised I fought
to break free.

Pieces of memories from broken
ideas of a love lost to the shadows
hardened like steel and just as cold.

Love you brought me cold steel
and a heart of stone.

You forgot to love me,
you left me in the cold
damp shadows of your
shameless treason.

Doubt is the ultimate treason
against love and faith.

Like a cold breeze on my check,
you came frozen and hard and
you came to blame me.

Nothing can melt your frozen heart.

© VishalDutia

Pain

Pain

I am feeling numb.
Numb what?
To say something.
Say what?
To write something.
Write what?
To plead with you.
Plead what?
That we are all human.
What?

fine we are little human.

© VishalDutia

IN GOOD TIME

IN GOOD TIME

Life can seem an endless maze,
The twists and turns, lulls and delays,
But things always fall into place…
In good time.

Friends will sometimes go away.
Some may disappoint or others betray,
But new ones will come to stay…
In good time.

The hurt of getting something wrong,
And the lesson it often brings along
Are there, you see, to make you strong…
In good time.

Kindness freely given away,
Unnoticed now, will somehow find its way
Back to you and come to stay…
In good time.

Efforts seem not to pay to plan?
Forge on friend, doing the best you can.
Fortune will find the deserving man…
In good time.

Life can be tough, there’s no doubt,
But hope is the thing we can’t do without.
Right things with joy will come about…
In good time.

© VishalDutia

Memoriam

Memoriam

I seek comfort
In my regular life
From memories so alive.

© VishalDutia

Happiness

Happiness

When your feeling happy it gives your heart a lift
and the blues you had now begin to shift
you begin to smile again.  like you did before
happiness you had.  as returned once more

all it takes is happiness to make you feel brand new
hang on to your happiness when it comes to you
it can make you smile when your feeling blue
just a little happiness will help to pull you through.

©VishalDutia

Lifes copies

Lifes copies

I thought seeing a copy
was just one instance
but it is happening again
makes me wonder
if this is lives way
to show me
the people I used to know
are doing well in another life
that their happy
with what has happened
as I never see them again

Oh, to be able to say
you know a person perfectly
and you’ve just met
oh what a gift
oh what a curse
to stay
silent

©VishalDutia

Its Hard to see the Colour

Its Hard to see the Colour

It’s hard to see the colour
In a world which is fading
The sky is becoming gloomier
The ocean has lost its way
The bright city lights no longer stand out to me
They seem as dim as they are fake
The smell makes it hard to see the colour too
It gets stronger by the day

It’s hard to see the colour
When people ignore others in pain
Our dreams have been forgotten
Maybe our world has gone insane
Just prescribe another pill
And see if things really change

I find it hard to see the colour
In a world that is so negative
Our world is falling apart
Yet we all seem to stay the same
©VishalDutia

Barely Alive

Barely Alive

It’s funny how fast you think life goes
Until you realize how slow it really is
So much time of ours is wasted
Life expectancies should be changed
Not for how many years we were alive
But for how many we spent actually living them
I spend so many days feeling that I am not alive
Maybe that would make my life expectancy low
I don’t fear death
I fear living
Because in time everything will go
©VishalDutia

Falling in the Rain

Falling in the Rain

The rain doesn’t always fall
But I’m too busy falling
Trying to call your name
But my mouth is not even working
Please rain again
so my dreams can shine
I could bleed so beautifully
If my blood was not made of wine
Flashing lights
Sullen nights
I see death as I see life
I write what my mind can’t tell myself
I don’t know what I would do if I was blind
This Earth can be so horrid
But on this paper I can call it Hell
For every time the rain falls
I know I will fall again.

©VishalDutia

The truth of life

The truth of life

That’s The truth of life
Life moves on
When we want to hold on
People gets busy
Lost in work
Meet new people
with locked memories
in heart
comes in form of tears
in darkness of nights

Dream Me

Dream Me

Make me from your dreams.
Fashion me from great desire.
Mold me from your hopes.
Cast me into your ambitions.
I am your benevolent lover.
Dream of your dreams,
Let your inhibitions release
Your happiness
From your imagined passions.
Let your love soar above and
Beyond the limits of reality.
This is your life, this is your dream!
Dream of me!
If I could only be what you want me to be.
I can only be me.
I can only be me.

©VishalDutia
Tears of Rejection

Tears of Rejection

I wish I could Spell,
the Tears that are Falling.
Whipped by a Storm.
Your name, I keep Calling.
Darling………..U left Me,
with a Broken Heart.
After crying each Tear,
My Life has fallen Apart.
My Broken Heart lies,
shattered on the Floor.
Each piece is waiting,
for your knock on My Door.
A Broken Smile,
shows up on My Face
and Tears of rejection,
is written all over My Place.

© VishalDutia

Roses

Roses

You were wrong to think
That your affection
Was to be tolerated
When it was a privilege
From the beginning

That your embrace
Had the ability to crumple
Her paper bones
When she was of
Bubble gum descent

That your laugh was
A summertime thunderstorm
When it is a gentle hum
That brings me comfort
Even on the darkest of days

That your smile was
A malevolent poker face
When it is a subtle reminder
That everyday I am with you
I hit the jackpot

And she was wrong
To scorn you for wanting
A love that was gentle
When she but was a rose
That was budding its thorns
©VishalDutia

Clockwork heart

Clockwork heart

when the shadows chase
the sunlight away,
i am wide awake,
listening to the clock
imitate the every beat
of my pounding heart.

every tick, every tock
my heartbeat becomes
fainter and fainter
then it stops.
at that second i know,
our time is up.

©VishalDutia

Running Tears

Running Tears

I read all your Poems,
U wrote to Me years Ago.
Reading them……My Tears,
began to Show.
My running Tears,
now have no place to Go.
So I’m holding them as Souvenirs,
for U……each time they Flow.

© VishalDutia

Charismatic Angel

Charismatic Angel

Life is a Journey,
that’s Rough and Tough.
When U truly Love your Woman,
Life isn’t long Enough.
So Shower Her with Happiness,
Feelings and Emotions.
She’s your Charismatic Angel,
so hold Her with Devotion.
Wrap Her around U,
with your Warmth and Love.
So Her Face Glows,
Like the Moon from Above.
Your Love must be strong
and U must learn to Share.
Her Heart is only yours,
so U must handle it with Care.

© VishalDutia

A Life in Darkness

A Life in Darkness

I’m Living a Life in Darkness,
where the Sun won’t Shine.
Washing down Old Memories,
with these Tears of Mine.
I had promised Her the World
and My Heart was a Token.
But She walked out of My Life
and My Heart got Broken.
Since every Pleasure,
has it’s share of Pain.
My Blue Skies are filled,
with Grey Clouds Again.
My World at Night needs,
a whole new Beginning.
So when I wake up at Dawn,
My Life Dreams of Living.

© VishalDutia

The World is waiting for You

The World is waiting for You

A lot of places in this world,
is patiently waiting for U.
Always keep your sails unfurled,
to sail when the Skies are Blue.
U will find a lot of friends,
supporting U thru your Strife.
But your success will finally depend,
On what U have achieved in Life.
Take what Life is offering U,
even if they are Handful or Few.
Inherit all the happiness, on Earth
and the World, will Smile at U.
If U keep a grudge in Mind,
U will lose a Million Hearts.
Hate is a Word that’s never Kind,
It will aim your Name with Darts.

© VishalDutia