I just want to feel again
Touch your heart,squeeze it.is it beating?does it hurt?or is it numbto your pain? Continue reading I just want to feel again
Tag: hurt
Its Simple
Without painLove couldn’t existWithout hurtLove wouldn’t persistWithout regretLove can’t resist Continue reading Its Simple
Damaged
I want to tell youWhat’s in my headThis entire other worldThe constant droning of voicesThe screaming and thrashing within But if I didIf I did… You’d never look at me the sameI’d be broken to youDamaged I know that I am…But I just…I can’t let you see me like that Continue reading Damaged
Falling hard
Roll me upas a crisp packetand dispose where no one will see.Crush meto ice on a snowy bank,as soil on a no-dig bed.Thoughdon’t makeeye contact for Idon’t have eyes that can stay,they weren’t made for morethan casual harm, see –pain hurts less than love,your boot less than your lips.No fingers through hair,none laced between mine,justburn them, sear them,throw knives upon them,I can take thatbut I … Continue reading Falling hard
I’m at a loss
As I lay awake last nightContemplating my lifeI felt it in my heartIt hit me as sharply as a knife I love you And I know you already knowBut I’ve only come to realize how much I truly doI love you so much, That I don’t know what to doDon’t know what to do with this love for you It’s burning my soulWith its sheer … Continue reading I’m at a loss
With You Gone
With you gone,My eyes still seeMy legs still moveMy hair still growsBut my heart, it’s numb. With you gone,My ears still hearMy knees still bendMy hands still touchBut my heart, it stops. The flowers will growThe seasons will changeBut with you goneMy heart is estranged. The sun will riseThe sun will set.But you are goneAnd I cannot forget. Continue reading With You Gone
My sadness
Pain conflicted. Gain restricted. Overdose. Plain predicted. flame addicted. Comatose. Kill a thought. here’s another. Take a Rose. Thoughts convulse. Caught no pulse. Should I take a pill? Todd you could! I will. Continue reading My sadness
Terrified
Heart made of glassmy mind of stone –a soul made of fireeyes burn aloneraising my voice andwalls of fearsomeday i’ll make itout of here Continue reading Terrified
Betrayal💘 & Revenge🔫
You said you loved me. You said you cared. You said you want me. Yes, that’s what you said. You said you’ll protect me. But you hurt me instead. You said you’d stay with me. But you left me for dead. You said you’ll heal me. But you watched me as I bled. You said you’d hold me So I followed as you led. But … Continue reading Betrayal💘 & Revenge🔫
Twice
You really didn’t careI let you meet my familyYou hunted to hurtPlunged to the dirtChanged every storyTwisted to dealIt’s clearSorry Continue reading Twice
Unspoken #Poetry
I observeThere is somethingThat I couldn’t explainSomething unusualThe ambianceThe people surroundGives headacheAnd affects my moodDid I miss something?Nor forgot something?It bothers meMy mind whirlsIn a sudden changeThat I can’t accept. 💔 Continue reading Unspoken #Poetry
Insecurity #Poetry
Love.. he called her fat coz he was thin he called her pale coz he was dark he called her emotional coz he was heartless he called her nagging coz he was secretive yet she loved and he cheated his insecurities killed the love killed the girl killed her entity she hanged and he died Continue reading Insecurity #Poetry
Burn Bright #Poetry
You made me feel like,the sun,with your sweet words,and loveorbiting around me. Then you left me to burn,And I realized it wasyour liestrapping me in. Continue reading Burn Bright #Poetry
My Mask
I put it on, everyday. I tried not to make mistakes. Even though it’s full of cracks, I still sit up and put on my act. And though no one ever wants to ask, I still get up. And put on My Mask. ©2018. VishalDutia. All Rights Reserved. Continue reading My Mask
The Only #Poetry
Your honeyed words so sweet However bitter the taste to come, A sharp and clever tongue Designed to ever make me numb You spoke your way right to my heart And gripped it in your hand When you were finished scrying, You replaced it in its stand “What did you see?” “Only me.” ©2018. VishalDutia. All Rights Reserved. Continue reading The Only #Poetry
Stress
It eats you away inside out It nibbles away at your pleasure it feasts away on your dreams It laughs at your issues It toys with your emotion It plays with your heart. Your hearts raises Your hand tremble Your stomach drops There is nothing you can do But pluck your hair out of your head Because the silent killer is here Waiting to take … Continue reading Stress
Headeache
POUND, POUND, POUND my head is killing me looking at anything hurts it’s like if someone took a knife and STAB, STAB, STAB I don’t know why it hurts so bad my eyes overflow with tears it’s a migraine?? THUMP, THUMP, THUMP there’s my heartbeat it makes my head hurt worse please stop THRUM, THRUM, THRUM I just want to sleep but I can’t medicine … Continue reading Headeache
Oxygen
My oxygen mask is isolation Save me from this desolation Oh so help me someone From the villain that is myself. Continue reading Oxygen
Stuck
For the moment I am content But I know it won’t last. Soon I’ll be cast away at last Reality’s been bent from all the time spent fighting with feelings that dried like cement. I don’t know where to go or what choice to make Because it all might be fake And there’s no way to know. I could ask her, although, She might ask … Continue reading Stuck
Who was it who loved more?
Who was it who loved more? Who was it who was loved? Where did the loved go? Where has the lover gone? It was He who loved more It was She who was loved It was She who got up and left It was He who stayed far away. Who was it who was dishonest? Who was it who told the truth? Where did the … Continue reading Who was it who loved more?
The Most Awful Pain that We Love
What is the most awful pain that we love? That is simple. The most awful pain: that we love. © 2018. Vishal Dutia. All Rights Reserved. Continue reading The Most Awful Pain that We Love
Rapism (INDIA)
In our great country INDIA, These types of animals are found in addition to animals in INDIA. first they rape. second who support rape. third those who support rape victims on the basis of religion. others just watch the show. Continue reading Rapism (INDIA)
Negative Love
Love is blind That’s why I can’t be bound For me love is dead Like scissors into a thread I’m like a vulture Waiting for love to fracture Negativism Rocks ✌️ Continue reading Negative Love
How Much Can I Handle?
Life is cruel We just follow its rules Like its a game To get the most fame We do what life says But it rarely pays When we get rewards It gives consequences we cant afford Is life worth it Is it just an endless miserable pit What is life for Can I handle much more Continue reading How Much Can I Handle?
Best Pain #Poetry
It’s a kick to the heartto write your nameover and over again and it picks me apartreverbs in my brainto have you inside of my heart but this might just bethe very best painever known to me if this isas bad as it getsi’ll take it on the chin. © VishalDutia Continue reading Best Pain #Poetry
Frustrated #Musings
I’m so frustrated Why these thoughts come to me, Why I can’t change what happened? These Thoughts Won’t help me feel sedated. Wanting to be killed. Nor Sex Nor Love Nor Cheat Nor Flirt Nor Work Nor Adore Nothing worked, These thoughts just keep on bloody fucking me. Please someone just come an kill me. Please someone bring that days back,so i can make things … Continue reading Frustrated #Musings
Storms #Musings
Storm’s Love’s a cloud, at some point it’s going to rain but then after the rain comes a shine. sometimes when it hurts, you need to remember that at some point it’s gonna be okay. Continue reading Storms #Musings
4 Lines #Poetry
I right thousands of letters. But only “you” hurts me a lot. It tears me apart every time it pops in my head. But all I can do is just write it down. Continue reading 4 Lines #Poetry
The Tears. #Poetry
The sadness, The fears, The upset, The Tears. The feelings start, The darkness nears, The loneliness approaches, Here come The Tears. I feel alone, Nothing is clear, On my own, Stuck with The Tears. The Tears of pain, The Tears of shame, The Tears of guilt, The Tears of blame. It’s just me, me and The Tears. Continue reading The Tears. #Poetry
No healers, All wounded #Poetry
She sits and cries, She cries and waits, She waits for someone, Someone to help, But no one comes No one helps, So She waits as she cries She cries as she sits Next to a boy Who sits and cries. Continue reading No healers, All wounded #Poetry
Today Is The First Day #Poetry
Today is the first day I haven’t spoken to you In years Today is the first day I felt sick when people asked me How I was? Today is the first day I truly didn’t know my own mind Or yours Today is the first day You weren’t someone I could turn to I was alone But Today is the first day Of the future … Continue reading Today Is The First Day #Poetry
For my first true love. #Poetry
The most amazing girl I had ever met; yet I was too stupid to see. I regret what I did; I’m sorry for the way I used to be. It’s not who I am anymore; That monster wasn’t really me. How was I able to treat you like this… While I felt so good during our first kiss.. I broke your heart… Even though you … Continue reading For my first true love. #Poetry
Love Snuffed #Poetry
Love snuffed, drowned in distance, choked by fear, too much persistence, insistence, hesitance, reticence, innocence, distance, always too much distance, and inexperience, and in my experience, there’s no good way to leave. Continue reading Love Snuffed #Poetry
