Damaged

I want to tell youWhat’s in my headThis entire other worldThe constant droning of voicesThe screaming and thrashing within But if I didIf I did… You’d never look at me the sameI’d be broken to youDamaged I know that I am…But I just…I can’t let you see me like that Continue reading Damaged

Falling hard

Roll me upas a crisp packetand dispose where no one will see.Crush meto ice on a snowy bank,as soil on a no-dig bed.Thoughdon’t makeeye contact for Idon’t have eyes that can stay,they weren’t made for morethan casual harm, see –pain hurts less than love,your boot less than your lips.No fingers through hair,none laced between mine,justburn them, sear them,throw knives upon them,I can take thatbut I … Continue reading Falling hard

Stress

It eats you away inside out It nibbles away at your pleasure it feasts away on your dreams It laughs at your issues It toys with your emotion It plays with your heart. Your hearts raises Your hand tremble Your stomach drops There is nothing you can do But pluck your hair out of your head Because the silent killer is here Waiting to take … Continue reading Stress

Headeache

POUND, POUND, POUND my head is killing me looking at anything hurts it’s like if someone took a knife and STAB, STAB, STAB I don’t know why it hurts so bad my eyes overflow with tears it’s a migraine?? THUMP, THUMP, THUMP there’s my heartbeat it makes my head hurt worse please stop THRUM, THRUM, THRUM I just want to sleep but I can’t medicine … Continue reading Headeache

Stuck

For the moment I am content But I know it won’t last. Soon I’ll be cast away at last Reality’s been bent from all the time spent fighting with feelings that dried like cement. I don’t know where to go or what choice to make Because it all might be fake And there’s no way to know. I could ask her, although, She might ask … Continue reading Stuck