I want to tell youWhat’s in my headThis entire other worldThe constant droning of voicesThe screaming and thrashing within But if I didIf I did… You’d never look at me the sameI’d be broken to youDamaged I know that I am…But I just…I can’t let you see me like that Continue reading Damaged
Weak am ILonely enough to dieAll have leftNot a soul to hear my cryYes all are deafThey all said goodbye Continue reading A Sad Confession
My mood tends to change drastically when I don’t know the causeWishing my mind could be at ease or something I could pauseBut of course it isn’t that simple because life never isIt comes with endless stress and anxiety like a pesky pop quiz Continue reading Mood #Poetry
Sleep, sleep, Peaceful sleep. Flicker, flicker, My eyelids flicker, My body getting tired and weaker Twitch and writhe, My pain is strong. How much longer, Can it go on? Weep, weep, tears just flow, Try to run away, Yet nowhere to go. Hurt inside, A broken heart, Sadness, Emptiness, Torn apart. Nothing left, Except for fear, knowing that death, Is all so near! Slowly sliding, … Continue reading Sleep Sleep #Poetry
I put it on, everyday. I tried not to make mistakes. Even though it’s full of cracks, I still sit up and put on my act. And though no one ever wants to ask, I still get up. And put on My Mask. ©2018. VishalDutia. All Rights Reserved. Continue reading My Mask
POUND, POUND, POUND my head is killing me looking at anything hurts it’s like if someone took a knife and STAB, STAB, STAB I don’t know why it hurts so bad my eyes overflow with tears it’s a migraine?? THUMP, THUMP, THUMP there’s my heartbeat it makes my head hurt worse please stop THRUM, THRUM, THRUM I just want to sleep but I can’t medicine … Continue reading Headeache
I’m so frustrated Why these thoughts come to me, Why I can’t change what happened? These Thoughts Won’t help me feel sedated. Wanting to be killed. Nor Sex Nor Love Nor Cheat Nor Flirt Nor Work Nor Adore Nothing worked, These thoughts just keep on bloody fucking me. Please someone just come an kill me. Please someone bring that days back,so i can make things … Continue reading Frustrated #Musings
