I want to tell you
What’s in my head
This entire other world
The constant droning of voices
The screaming and thrashing within
But if I did
If I did…
You’d never look at me the same
I’d be broken to you
Damaged
I know that I am…
But I just…
I can’t let you see me like that
Weak am I
Lonely enough to die
All have left
Not a soul to hear my cry
Yes all are deaf
They all said goodbye
My mood tends to change drastically when I don’t know the cause
Wishing my mind could be at ease or something I could pause
But of course it isn’t that simple because life never is
It comes with endless stress and anxiety like a pesky pop quiz
Sleep, sleep,
Peaceful sleep.
Flicker, flicker,
My eyelids flicker,
My body getting tired and weaker
Twitch and writhe,
My pain is strong.
How much longer,
Can it go on?
Weep, weep,
tears just flow,
Try to run away,
Yet nowhere to go.
Hurt inside,
A broken heart,
Sadness,
Emptiness,
Torn apart.
Nothing left,
Except for fear,
knowing that death,
Is all so near!
Slowly sliding,
Slipping away,
stop the pain!
Stop today!
Peace at last,
Hurt no more,
Time to walk,
through the door.
Suffering ends,
Pain has gone,
Battle over,
I can’t go on.
Sleep, sleep,
Peaceful sleep,
Watchful eye,
Has gone to sleep.
I put it on, everyday.
I tried not to make mistakes.
Even though it’s full of cracks,
I still sit up and put on my act.
And though no one ever wants to ask,
I still get up.
And put on My Mask.
POUND, POUND, POUND
my head is killing me
looking at anything hurts
it’s like if someone took a knife and
STAB, STAB, STAB
I don’t know why it hurts so bad
my eyes overflow with tears
it’s a migraine??
THUMP, THUMP, THUMP
there’s my heartbeat
it makes my head hurt worse
please stop
THRUM, THRUM, THRUM
I just want to sleep but I can’t
medicine not helping
what am I supposed to do?
POUND, POUND, POUND
I’m so frustrated
Why these thoughts come to me,
Why I can’t change what happened?
These Thoughts Won’t help me feel sedated.
Wanting to be killed.
Nor Sex
Nor Love
Nor Cheat
Nor Flirt
Nor Work
Nor Adore
Nothing worked,
These thoughts just keep on bloody fucking me.
Please someone just come an kill me.
Please someone bring that days back,so i can make things right bc…..
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