My brain feels leaky

My brain feels leaky

My brain feels leaky
I can not think straight
How many thoughts will leave before I can escape?

So many equations in my brain
I can not equate
If this is all real
Then why does it feel so fake

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Brain Plasticity

Brain Plasticity

There is time to rewire
Modify connections of the entire
Neural plasticity
Known as neuroplasticity
The nervous system can change its activity,
in response to intrinsic,
or extrinsic stimuli
Recognise the structure,
as well as functions,
and connections,
without misdirections
Without this ability
any brain,
not just the human brain,
would be unable to develop the gain
From infancy to adulthood,
or recover from brain injury if it stood.

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Loudness

Loudness

There is no silence when I can’t turn down
the loud volume of my brain working in overtime.
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MESS

MESS

A head full of thoughts and words seek to be confessed

High on emotions though chose never to be expressed

You can hold your breath and lies, you see, I’m not here to impress

Drowned in chaos though I feel like  blessed

Don’t chase me baby I’m a queen of my own chess

So let me be me no more or less

I know I’m a masterpiece, though a full fledged mess

Running endless, A bloody hell mess

Dilemma Continues

Dilemma Continues

Life is short indeed,
Even more shorter in front of desires,
Thousand dreams to fulfill,
But everything looks blurred,
Confusion prevails,
Darkness all over,
Body wants to give up,
But mind doesn’t want to take a break,
Stop everything! says heart,
But brain says,
Try again! At least once,
Dilemma continues.

Unwanted reminder from a liar

Unwanted reminder from a liar

“Remember”
My brain says
“No one likes you”

I sit here and listen as if
A mental illness knows
Everyone in the world

Quote

Regrets #Poetry

There are so many things
They follow me on a chain
That I pick up and drag…
I want to drop the chain
But I can’t, my hands are empty
Because it’s held by my brain.

There are so many things that I regret
The list is longer than I can write here
Each day brings more regrets
I regret that I do not learn from past regrets.

I regret not saying I am sorry
I regret not forgiving and moving on
I regret not being fully honest
I regret not letting you in
I regret…

Reminders of past failures
Ever in the forefront of my mind
Getting lost in the confusion
Reality that I live in
Emotional
Trying and failing
Sorry