Fuck

that four letter word
has helped me more than any person

it is my safe word
the word I say to myself
when I know my thoughts
are going to fuck me over

that four letter word
has helped me more than any person

it is the only effective barrier
I have against the flood
the flood being the absolute
hatred and self loathing I feel

every
day


© 2018. Vishal Dutia. All Rights Reserved.
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2 Comments Add yours

  1. Reblogged this on Its good to be crazy Sometimes and commented:
    Can really relate to this

    Liked by 1 person

  2. manyofus1980 says:

    Reblogged this on Therapy Bits and commented:
    OH BOY. IM RELATING, REALLY RELATING TO THIS.
    LIZ

    Liked by 1 person

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